I'm sorry I have not made it around to your blogs lately or responded to your post on my blog. A lot has happened in the past month and a half with my health. Starting with my back injury, a MRI was done, a unrelated "mass" was found in my abdomen during that MRI that lead to tons more test ending in a Diagnosis of Poly Cystic Ovaryian Syndrom and a Laporoscopy to drain cysts on my ovaries as well as a DNC. That all happened last wed. Since then I have developed symptoms of not being able to control my body movements. I can control it for a brief period of time and them my body takes over and it twitches on its own, which is very painful. So to avoid that I have to continue to move on my own. I'm not sleeping, I can't eat. I've lost 25 pounds in a month and a half. Drs cant figure it out and I'm very scared.
My local support system has completely let me down. I'm not one to outwardly ask for help often but I have been during this all and I have been repeatedly let down. Christen is having to work to help support us financially while I'm out of work right now so I'm basically doing this alone. My heart is truly hurt by the actions of my local support network. I am someone who will go far out of their way to help a friend in need, no matter what the level of severity. I, someone who rarely if ever asks for help however get 3 responses out of a massive plea for help. (the 3 responses were "sorry I can't help today")
I have been poked with more needles than I can count, my body hurts so bad, and my mind is starting to go from lack of nutrition and sleep. At the moment I am waiting for a neurologist referral to go through. I dont really know what to do from here.
So that is me at the moment friends. Please know that I am still thinking about you all and hoping you are all doing well. I check my email more than I do blogger these days so if you need or want to contact me feel free to email me at email@example.com.
Be well all.